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I cant hate you
Nor cast you out into the cold nights air

From the needy, clingy, love sick girl
You met years ago
To whom love was life
Came a strong, independent, self-assured woman
To whom love is an inconvenience

You took the hopeless romantic
That was me through and through
And turned her

A cynical, realist and a heart of stone
Lyes in her place

Where my only purpose was to find my other half
The man who understood me completely
And with whom I shared an unbreakable bond
A love so deep, so pure

You took that girl
That innocent, nieve, poor girl
Took her soul, broke her heart
Built an insurmountable wall around her

I cant feel her anymore, just an emptiness
A silent throbbing is all that is left
Of that girl to whom love was life

No longer searching for love
No, love is now deemed unwanted
Unneeded, nor desired
Her heart of stone shuns any attempts from suitors

I cant hate you
Nor cast you out into the cold air

I now stand on my own two feet, I am in need of no one
Independant, strong, self-assured
But it came at a price

You built this

This cynical, cold, heart of stone
Was your own creation

I no longer believe in love
Nor in two hearts moulding as one
There is no such thing as forever

I cant hate you
But is this what you wanted?
©2007-2009 *guardianangle89
:iconguardianangle89:

Author's Comments

I felt a huge bitterness inside, an awful taste souring my breath, after writing this.

Part of me resents him for this, I no longer long for him but I no longer want anyone else, he has killed any desire for love.

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:iconlildragonfly:
It will come back! I promise with time you will have that again.

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~!*In the depths of her soul, the blackdove cries.*!~

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:iconguardianangle89:
yeah....

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Two people do not make a whole,
and if one person alone is laking
Then the emptyness will never be filled
from outside hopes and dreams.

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:iconguardianangle89:
:) I so want to believe in love again, I'm missing the old me before I met him and his cycisism rubbed off on me.
I miss hearing about people being in love and finding it sweet, as I was telling him, now I just want to slap sense into them

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Two people do not make a whole,
and if one person alone is laking
Then the emptyness will never be filled
from outside hopes and dreams.

Member of RawEm0tion
:iconlegnasara:
wow that is sooo.... no words... jus amazing

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I'm Just A Girl :flirty: Whose In Love :love: With An Angel :floating: That Was Sent From God :aww: To Bless Her Life. :happycry:
:iconguardianangle89:
yeah, I'm beginning to wonder if it was worth it

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Two people do not make a whole,
and if one person alone is laking
Then the emptyness will never be filled
from outside hopes and dreams.

Member of RawEm0tion
:iconlegnasara:
:shrug:

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I'm Just A Girl :flirty: Whose In Love :love: With An Angel :floating: That Was Sent From God :aww: To Bless Her Life. :happycry:

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